Searching With My Good Eye Closed

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

Aku...
Cuba utk mengerti..
Menyelam kembali dalam hidup..
Cuba mencari makna..
Yang makin lama makin pudar..
Bila masa meninggalkan..

Aku...
Berjalan seorang diri..
Menyelak ranting² di celah rerumputan..
Mungkin ada yang tersirat di sebalik rimbunan..
Yang tak tersedar mata kasar..

Aku...
Lalai dan leka..
Berubah tanpa rasa sedar..
Tertinggal..
Terkapai kapai mengejar aku..

Aku...
Rasa ingin lenyap..
Tak ingin dilihat manusia..
Kerana aku rasa terasing..
Bila tiada yang disamping..
Pergi...

Its not that i dont understand u
Its not that i dont want to give u time
Its not that i dont want to give u a space
But to think that you went out with other guy
And intentionally dont want me to know
Hurts me...
A lot..
Maybe you need time & space..
But please respect my feeling as well..
I'm not a heartless toy that dont feel anything..
*sigh*