Courage

I think I'm getting better now...all those fucking feeling I've left behind. Away from this stupid mind. Hopefully it will remain...I don't know why I had this fucking emotion. I just met this girl and fall in love? Huh..fuck up! It's not really me. Arghhh...shit! Why this thing happen to me...oh god please! free my mind. I came here to get my degree and life experience...nothing to do with this bullshit. There's lot more thing should I think..lots more to be done. Hold to your promises please!

Hmm...hari ni aku tak buat apa. Bangun tadi pun dah kul11...kelas hangus. Tido lambat semalam...buat keje sambil menyembang. Syok pulak layan lagu Manowar - Courage. Bersemangat skit aku malam ni...

Some Want To Think Hope Is Lost See Me Stand Alone
I Can't Do What Others May Want Then I'll Have No Home

So For Now Wave Good-bye And Leave Your Hands Held High
Hear This Song Of Courage Long Into The Night
So For Now Wave Good-bye Leave Your Hands Held High
Hear This Song Of Courage Long Into The Night

And The Wind Will Bear My Cry To All Who Hope To Fly
Hear This Song Of Courage Ride Into The Night

Battles Are Fought By Those With The Courage To Believe
They Are Won By Those Who Find The Heart
Find A Heart To Share
This Heart That Fills The Soul Will Point The Way To Victory
If There's A Fight Then I'll Be There I'll Be There


Aku rasa takde apa sangat aku buat malam ni. Assignment aku semua dah disettlekan...next assignment submit 2Feb. Kacang je..AUTOCAD ngan PEPS programming. Boleh aku setelkan dalam masa 2 hari Insyallah...syukur ke hadrat Allah...fikiran aku dah kembali tenang, aku dapat berfikir secara waras balik...dah buat muhasabah diri..Insyallah aku boleh lupakan segala gangguan yg datang kat aku 3-4 hari nih. Kalau tak dapat gak..tu dah ketentuan Allah. Tapi aku akan cuba elakkan jugak..Amin..oklah tak banyak dapat aku coretkan hari ni. Aku nak rehatkan kepala yg dah banyak memikir benda yg bukan-bukan... Ya Allah..berikanlah ketenangan pada hambamu ni...wassalam